blehh…

it’s being a long time ago since my last post…

wow…yesterday was the day i got one year older again…hehe… this year, i really wanna thank the gang in PRIMA SETAPAK tht gave me a huge present…wow,it’s AWESOME!!! it’s really big till i dun ever believe…btw, thx oh!! some more, i wanna thz all the FRENZ who sent me burfday wish and so on…and the gang in TAR…haha…thx for the mini cake oh…i’m really happy on tht…i will appreciate everything very much…THX!!! All the best to all of us yea!!! thank you everyone!!! muakz muakz muakZzZzZz~~

aih…long time didnt go back to sdk liau…really miss my SDK even though the facilities thr is bad…always blackout…but i think tht it’s much better than the living in kl..as u stay in kl for a long period , u will knw how suffer i’m, especially those UNCIVILIZED ppl here…make my life become worse and worse…i dun knw why they could do something tht wont be done by human…tht’s why sometimes i cant really ensure either they are human or rubbish..!! they always do something without considering others’ feeling as well…especially 2 guys(suppose they are A and B) tht i i really cant ever tolerate to…!!

i still remember the matter happened recently…i definitely cant stand it…!! DamN !! hey, A guy!!! i knw u hv a good outlook…i knw ur hair is very stylish… but it doesnt mean tht u can treat ur fren in a damn F*ckin way!! i knw ur fren is not a "leng lui"…but it doesnt mean she cant be ur fren de…hey!! dun forget tht last time she purposely went to college to teach u,in order to help u to pass ur exam paper…she oso need to sit for her exam de,not only u!!! But then, how do u treat ppl after u passed ur paper?? Hv u ever appreciated or thx her??? I can 100% to guarantee tht u never did so and some more, when she greet to u,u jz pretended u didnt see her and went off!! 打完斎唔要和尚!! how can u hv such SuckiN behaviour?! do u knw how hurt she is?! if i’m the grl,for sure i will jz go and slash u, and ever cut off ur diCk!!

Then,i oso cant tolerate a person who like to cheat and ever betray frenz like B guy!! Do u knw how hurt ur frenz are when u betrayed them??!! And pls, dun always pretend tht u knw everything…jz confess if u really dun knw to do some particular things… is it tht ashamed if u dun knw something?! furthermore,lie will never last long…everyone will knw it eventually too…so pls la,dun lie too much.!! besides, i knw u very well…maybe u may look "kind", but i knw u are not tht kind ,and u can never keep secret as well..!! Although i’m in kl, it doesnt mean tht i dun knw wat u and ur family spread in sdk… I’m here to inform u,B guy!! if u wan to criticize me,it’s ok…but pls DONT talk bad abt my family!! My family had never offended u,ok??!! D.I.U.      Some more,i can tell u honestly…u are the most unhygienic guy tht i had ever met since i was born..! u are really very very very dirty!!! Feel disgusting to think of u ..! SUCK!!!

oh..i really hope to hv a normal living here…dun make me become such frustrating la…pls to be civilized la!!! Dun be such rubbish!!! so, my frenz out thr,jz wish tht u all wont meet such circumstance like me!! Good luck to u all and to me oso la!!!

arhh~~ today is the last day of my sem break lo…get to be prepared for my 3rd sem liau….but honestly,i’m still not ready yet…my mind is still resting…it’s still having holiday…but wat to do?! haihh…cant change the fact…
however,i get to be more and more excited as i’m going to leave this damned boring KL….wahhaha…even i jz leave it for one week,at least i dun hv to eat the food,which is full of seasoning…at least i can hv my wonderful moment with my cousin,instead of staying in home like idiot,doing nothing in home…some more,i wonder if i dun leave KL as i hv holiday,i will be getting frustrated easier…especially when i wanna online….F*ck!!!! The line is damn SUCKED!!!! always disconnect…it takes up to 2 or 3 minute if wanna launch any website….or the speed of downloading become 100++ B/ sec…really really bad la….sure u guys will not believe tht, if i said i’m using streamyx with 1Mbps…
aih…dun wanna talk abt tht anymore liau…dun wanna spoil my mood…jz hope to leave KL and meet my family soon…wuakaka!!!

jz finished sitting for my english paper 45 minutes before…i was really disappointed in my own self…how can my english be so poor?? ashamed when discussed the answers with my frenz…haihh…*sigh*…regret tht i didnt learn my english well last time…so frenz out thr…if u dun improve ur english,ohh~~~ u will knw how suffer i am…

aih…no mood to read some more…jz wanna hv a break…as i thought of my english paper again…ohh~~no more hope for my scholarship…the paper totally spoilt everything…dun knw how to survive anymore…really fed up!!!

…jz become speechless as i thought of my life recently…

Right now, i clearly get to knw tht wat kind of person i am…the worst i’ve been is tht i’m a stupid…a blooming idiot…i can never control of myself…dun knw why i’ve always been tenderhearted…in fact, i dun like it!! i really hate it!! but, wat can i do since i’m not able to remove such behaviour from my own self…tht’s the reason why i fail to do something today tht i’ve expected to do since 2 months ago…disappointed in myself very much…

but dun worry…i won’t commit suicide even i cant control of myself…i jz wan to express my feeling here…and really hope tht i can be the ‘real’ ckw tht i wan to be, instead of faking a laugh at all the time…ok,jz let my dream come true!! arrrhh~~

today is a special day for me…it’s the first day tht i get into 18th…ahhahaha…here to thx all my fren who greet me…especially my classmates who sang burfday song to me, during tutorial class…made me so pai sie la…but i’m really very touched…since we’ve jz known each other not longer than 7month…really touched gea…it’s true…and thx the other guys who were scolded by the UNCIVILIZED taxi driver…actually the reason they’re scolded is jz because of my KFC…really sorry guys…

well,it’s my XXX today…but my mood is not so good as wat i expected in fact…dun knw why la…maybe it’s jz because i’ve not received any greeting from someone who i am expecting…but honestly,i really dun knw who tht person is…aikz…so confusing rite?? wat a damn blooming idiot i am…

however…i really appreciate the greetings from u all…thx frenz!!